Small part of what I did in past few days (mainly about Ville Valo)

Writing blog kinda looks like talking to yourself if no one is reading :)

I've been searching for some good theme to write about, but it seems to me that it's all going way to deep in a philosophy so I rather skip all my thoughts. This one.. and this one... and definitely this one, too :D

But here's something I noticed and it really irritates me. I was searching for some people on MySpace (later I will tell why) and approximately 8 out of 10 people haven't been online for a year or more. So, if they decide not to visit their page anymore or to sign out, why don't they quit their account then? Or maybe MySpace should remove from public view all those profiles that haven't been visited for more than a year, but the owner of the profile can always claim his or her profile back and continue from where he/she/it stopped. No big deal. And Internet can practically do everything nowadays. Oh, well...

Anyway... MySpace... Yes... Since I was looking for some HIM fans and ran on the wall, I decided to open a new profile that will be Ville Valo Fanpage. So, if someone is out there and reads this, go check it out... I put lots of interesting stuff there. Here's the link: myspace.com/villevalofanpage. Now... Why Ville Valo? I don't know really. Beside he's a great and good looking singer I don't know why have I chosen to open this page NOW and not when I was into HIM music years and years before. And you know what? That music even NOW makes me shiver and those lyrics.... go deep in your soul, squeeze it and force it to cry. And after you find out that (if no one else) at least song understands you, you're able to continue with your life. So thank you Ville Valo for all that you've done :)

Now... why did I ever stop listening to HIM??? I didn't completely. I still have all their albums, I've been on their concert on Exit festival and I must say I am a loyal fan. So, I would describe it as a sleeping love. You know when you are deeply/madly in love and you break up with your darling, and then time passes by just enough so you don't think of him/her thaaaat much, and you finally think you're doing OK and you moved on, and what happens? You meet him/her on the street. Well, that's kinda that moment when you awake all those feelings you thought you don't feel anymore. It looks absurd now when I explain it in this way, but that's just how I feel about HIM songs. I stopped listening them cos I focused on other bands (but I knew always what was going on with Ville and Co.) and now when I touched what once was put aside to sleep, I can feel all that I felt before. Just like Celine Dion said: It's all coming back to me now :) Btw, I said before how my writing loses its point sometimes and thoughts just fly around and I end up stupid for writing all this, so don't look at me like that. :)

Oh and there is one more thing. Since I was being asked what is my favorite song from HIM, I must say that it's definitely In Joy and Sorrow, cos it's the song I fell in love with from the very first moment and it goes deep inside my soul. But it's not the first HIM song I heard. I started listening them from Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights album and the first song was Pretending, but I didn't like it and I was always changing the channel when it was on. What irony, right? :) And the song I cried on (one and only) is Gone with the sin. It was when I first watched the video and I just couldn't breathe... It was all... "WOW"

So, that's it... For now... It was nice writing all this :)